you are not my cup of tea

#Introduction

I was working on my new article,until editor came to me.He seemed not so usual and bashed all the papers to my face.The very next moment, I was standing and all that I heard was “you are never fit for this,and never will”.And he left,I was standing still and looked around with embarrassment.My eyes gazed onto one laughing soul and sat down with all regret as I recalled my last night.I had a fight ,it was not something one would want it to happen twice or think of it again.Let me share .Yesterday was a welcome party to the fresher’s and my job was to explain a few  ,about the work environment ,it went on well and I had a very good conversation with the new pals.Later,I was called by my editor and she was also in there .I greeted him and smiled at her.I had no response from her though.

He started to speak and as always he liked my writings and told it would be published soon.I was overwhelmed and thought this is my day,result for  staying up night.Thanking him ,I left the room.And was back to work.Not really,I was just peeking into some online shopping and heard a voice from behind “lovely shoes”,as I looked back I found her , gave a huge smile and asked “why were you so serious in the room”,she said “Not every one get appraisals from superior”,with her rolling eyes.”Come on,you will very soon” I said as I pattered her back.she removed my hand and stood up to leave before she said “you should be looking into some more dresses to get appraisals”,I could not believe what she said and soon gave her a slap ,before  I could  realize what I did,I felt hot coffee rolling down my shirt ,we started screaming at each other.As a result we were dismissed from the office the whole day.I was so depressed and filled with anger thinking how my best day had turned so worse.

 

Hello folks,long time ah!!!Hope all well and I went through what are you all up to now and I came up with this new work of mine to start a series and above is the introduction of it.I wish it goes on well .To mention ,I was planning to write a sort of this long ago and may be this is the time I was longing for.Do read and feedback  is  appreciated.

See you next Sunday or may be before!!!

 

 

 

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A letter with love

Me:These are awesome !!!I never received anything of this sort before.

Mom:what did you say?you never got a letter(with wide open eyes).

Me: Of course , I didn’t  who would post me a letter  these days.

Mom:yeah I know ,letters have been replaced a long ago.When you are very much interested with this ,why don’t you start to write one.(and she went away to prepare coffee).

It was 4 ‘o’ clock in the evening.And I was sitting  among many unfolded letters fallen on the floor.There were about twenty to thirty green stamped  leaves .My heart was filled with such a pleasure and  excitement in my eyes.I read every one of them without any pause.when I completed them,mom came to me with a coffee in her hand.

I hold the coffee mug and gave a thought on writing a letter.I started to write one the very next day with fresh mind and an empty stomach.I borrowed a letter from my mom and was ready.Wait,what? who will I write to.With a big smile ,I began

Dear Myself,

How are you?Haven’t talked to you for a while.Hope all good.what are you up to?

Anything new.Of course ,I do think there’s a lot going on.Willing to tell me.Okay ,lemme go first.Well,as you know not much interested in so called studies.My love grew towards writing .I have been writing in one or the other way,time,place.Yet,it is special when I blog.And You know what? I am planning to pursue Masters in literature.Yeah,that’s

right!!!you read me.Guess you are hail and healthy.See you Sweetie.Keep in touch.Miss you!!

Your’s emotionally

yourself

What do you think folks?how overwhelming and glee would it be when you find a letter .Is it not as worthy as watching a sunrise.Is it not greater than visiting your granny after ages.

I would say this is above all of them.So,My dear folks here comes my humble request

Try starting to write a letter.I wouldn’t recommend to write to yourself(No one would be as silly as me):-.It is the bliss and you find your day complete and sleep with glee.And do share your experience with me.

Thanks for reading…………

 

A Thousand Splendid Suns

And that’s  the thing about people  who mean everything they  say they think everyone else does too.

-By khaled hosseini

A big hello to all!!!!

This post is something different from the old.well ,you will know it later.As you all read ,I do.But unlike all.I only read “love stories”.I think I should say I used to.Because I read a book which was described as…

A suspenseful epic- By Daily Telegraph

Unforgettable -By Isabel Allende

Breathtaking – By me;)

And yes it is.Because it’s by him.A masterful narrative …..He is a storyteller of dizzying power. khaled hosseini is an Afghan-born American novelist and physician. After graduating from college, he worked as a doctor in California, an occupation that he likened to “an arranged marriage”. He has published three novels, most notably his 2003 debut , The Kite Runner  all of which are at least partially set in Afghanistan and feature an Afghan as the protagonist. His other books are” The Thousand Splendid Suns” ,”And the Mountains echoed”.

And here is the story of  “A Thousand Splendid suns”::

Mariam lives with her mother ,who are separated from all the people. Jalil ,her father, pays visits to Mariam once in a while.when she is only fifteen she gets married to Rasheed,who has double the age of her.Initially ,Rasheed is nice to her .But,Later shows his true colors .Mariam ,the poor lady ,adjusts with him finding no other way.Then here comes a girl named Laila ,who has a diffrent story with a love in her life.He is Tariq.Unfortunately,tariq has to leave Laila . Laila gets into mariam and Rasheed’s home accidentally.Mariam and Laila becomes friends and it grows day by day stronger.Then a struggle starts after Taliban enters with starvation and brutality.After a long suffering Laila meets her tariq and life turns different for her.

That is a short description and the book is awesome .I recommend you all to read it

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A Thousand Splendid Suns

I should have….

Hello all!!!I am back after a gap and was missing you and your art :D:D:D:D

My first poem ,down there

Amidst the gleeful crowd ,I walk out
seeking the grief in me
Staring  in to the dark sky, it’s blissful
I miss you with in me
Going    back into the filled  pages of my life
I turn joyous and despondant
Talk to him
I drove a path different from yours,
only after you
I had many choices,chance’s
if only I want to
Talk to him
And Now
After ages
After we have  roads ,that would never meet
I dream of making up to you .
I heard it more keenly now,
Talk to him


 

Thanks for reading!!!

BUOYANT

What happened to you? What’s wrong?Are you with me !!! you changed a lot,you are not same …!!! .I am in the middle of the crowded room having no clue ,  On the top of my lungs screaming and no one even cares to glance ,everyone is busy gossiping ,laughing,gazing,teasing .Unless it was inner me  struggling to get a life.Those were the days I desperately wanted to get out of the world and be  enclosed by only me .I hope I am not the only one encountering such eerie situations .And the weapon we have is to weep .But for how long?It has been   ages  since I crossed my adolescence and desiring to wake up and  start all new.To all of you my dear mates “who have googled,surfing for advises of many psychologists  and different sites that pop up and blink .And do the same every time you feel so.So,here are the top things you could follow to beat up your minor depression.

1.Exertion:

Run,Run,Run…………

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Let me start from the very minute you wake up.you feel empty ?Open the windows you had shut down for a while,let the nature seek you,nurture you and then you smile ,staring into the blue sky.Yes,this is the time ,pull out your shoe,grab a audio player and run.Run as fast as you could and as long as you could .Exploring yourself into the long roads,that never felt your strength.Greet every stranger you meet on the way.Keep running until your energy pours out in the form of sweat.

Exercise should be regarded as tribute to heart 

-Gene Tunney

Yoga:

TEACHES US TO CURE WHAT NEED NOT BE ENDURED AND ENDURE WHAT CANNOT BE CURED

 

 

Try these ….

 

 

2. FOOD

Walnuts:

They are great for providing omega-3 fatty acids.These acids are proven to help give your brain the nourishment it needs to curb depression.

Fish:

Another source of omega-3 fatty acids.Stick to oily fish like salmon,tuna and sardines.

Chocolate:

A lot of people turn to sweet foods.chocolate  contains Phenylethylamine ,which can give you the same sort of feeling you get when you are happy.And the darker,the better.

Chicken:

Along with several other foods such as bananas,orange juice,cereal and leafy green vegetables-chicken is good source of vitamin B that helps you feel better,both physically and mentally.

Milk:

Recent studies have shown that a a low level of vitamin D can contribute to mental health issues such as depression .A great and easy way to find Vitamin D is to drink milk.Or try cheese,bread,mackerel and egg yolk.

 

3.List your Strengths

To keep going, know your strengths .And talk yourself into becoming stronger .List it out and speak it,by the last line you will break out from the sadness and try to be a  be productive individual in this world.

4.Change your habits

The point is to break up the old associations and give yourself a new environment for your new life.Move the furniture,Use a different shampoo ,delete the content that prevents you to move on

5.Listen to Music

Erase all the sad songs ,tracks that remind you of any old stuff .Switch on to new music ,Discover new songs ,try to listen to the other language songs more .Explore  and get refreshed by the new tracks .

6.Reaching out is not a sign of weakness

And it won’t mean you’re a burden to others. The truth is that most people are flattered if you trust them enough to confide in them. Your loved ones care about you and want to help.

7.Find a way to laugh.

We take life a little too seriously sometimes. But let’s put this in perspective: how you’re feeling right now is one tiny moment out of the thousands you will experience in your life. Know that sadness is temporary. And pick yourself up by watching your favorite funny show, movie, or video online.

Source:

A Supplement of SUNDAY  TIMES OF INDIA July 31st 2016 NATIONAL

http://www.helpguide.org/articles/depression/dealing-with-depression.html

http://www.lifehack.org/articles/communication/10-things-when-you-feel-down.html

https://yogainternational.com/article/view/5-poses-for-warding-off-depression

 

 

 

Thank you…

I wouldn’t have planned to write my eleventh post so faster,if you all didn’t stand by me and reply to the every post of mine.

 

I don’t presume anyone here is blogging without an Intention.I came here to share my memories and make it a platform for my vocabulary  and to improve literature.When I first started my blog I was so scared to proceed further .But it did not last for so long  ,I was overwhelmed ,by all of  your responses and the best part is -where everyone connected to my writing ,even when I  was unable to figure it out.

There were days when I had zero views after already dropping  three of my posts.I was upset ,yet didn’t give up.But then I did not know ,it will be one of my favorite hobby and I will love it so much.

Many of you inspire me to write something different ,fantastic ,dramatic ,tragic and suspense.After a hectic work ,when I  lay on my bed with no drop of energy in me and I suddenly sit up ,widen my eyes and continue to read all of your posts.Trust me ,everything is amazing and soon I think to write one sort of that.  I will always want to make an attempt in all the above and one day I would come with one of the great story .Of course ,I am working on it starting from basics such as:Reading,discovering new terms and commit to a style of writing.

And ,that day I want you all to witness it and support me as always.All of you have become my dearly buddies so fast .And there is no single day I would go to bed without visiting the blogs.It has become my part.

Finally ,I think this is it .Thank you so very much for contributing me a lot of cheerfulness with or without your knowledge.I wish a very big “ALL THE BEST”.Keep Writing!!!

 

 

 

3 day quote challenge(My Companion)

Being an introvert ,I do not have much friends.And I have my friends to a certain boundary.I speak less say many of the strangers ,but my buddies wait to shut up my mouth.Iam very open to one’s iam close with and love to be with.

Some annoy me,irritate me,disturb me.

I wake up and get upset,ofcorse it’s a mentality of many people.Some are nice,polite,honest.And some are nothing.Some have pride to showcase themselves.Many say iam of this category.But I never gave attention to them.

Amidst of all these ,I always enjoy  playing my table tennis.Its sort of  relieve from all these nonsense.I started it with no intention in my mind.And it slowly started to be part of me.I want playing it all the day.My biggest happiness of all the time.My greatest pleasure.

And probably there are many of us with a special interest in them as iam with table tennis .

Let me remind you ,sport is one of the strength in you when you want to face the outside world with no idea of what’s coming next.

Hope it was a good one:D:D:D

I thank Apeksha rai once again for nominating me.And I loved writing all the three consecutive days.

I would like to nominate:::

1.Akshitha

2.Too full to write

3 day quote challenge(Tribute)

“I shall go early today ” she thought with a smile on her face.But,she was then called by her boss and boss said “project must be done tomorrow ,so you will be working late ,Meera”.

Meera,had no choice but to accept her boss orders.She unwillingly went to her desk and started working on it without any delay.One by one ,started to leave the office , bidding bye to meera.

She was so upset,but did not stop the work,it went on for so long and she noticed it was 2:00 AM already.She panicked,packed all her things and she mailed work  to her boss.Hurriedly,she packed all her things in the bag.Then,she noticed her mobile and saw 23 missed calls and 10 messages.

And a remainder”sweet son’s birthday”.

She was now very much tensed,went downstairs after locking her office and handed over keys to the security.She ,started her bike and went very fast than she could ever.All she could think about is her son,husband waiting.She made a call telling her husband that she is on her way.Soon,she arrived and hugged her son and took him inside who was waiting at the entrance.she then gave him a big and beautiful guitar and wished him “Happy Birthday son”.she saw him smiling with all the thirty two teeth and then she blushed.That boy could not believe ,what was in his hands.And gave his mom a tight hug and went with guitar.Her husband meanwhile went to his son and wished .Later,he said to his wife” I totally forgot”.

She smiled anyway.

“Meera ,is it over” ,boss asked her .She said yes and went to her desk.It was 5:00 PM ,so she started to her home on her bike as her work was over ,importantly it’s her son’s birthday,she was planning all the things in her mind about the party at home.About decoration,cake,guests and she saw something approaching to her ,before she could see,hear anything,she was on the road ,lying with blood floating her side.When her eyes were wide open ,she saw his son,husband worried and all the staff waiting outside.

She turned her eyes to her husband and holding  her hand he said”I did not think ,you will be back”.

“How could I not?” she said and smiled at him.
Story of a regular working women.She is the one for a smile on your face and she deserves an understanding family.

I would like to dedicate this to one of the renowned and reputed CEO of ICICI Bank :Chanda Kocchar

3 day quote challenge (Never give up)

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Thank you for nominating me Apeksha rai

I don’t know how to start and from what .But,I was the one who picked it.
And what now,
I need not worry,because I already did it.
Everyone say ,
Living in the past is waste of time.
But,why do we admire the people and talk about their deeds who existed in the past.
Every past is not a history.
And history is made up of the people who plunged upon their dreams and took time for them.

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Isn’t it?:D
All of us dream
Dreams are useless ,unless we wake up from them and work on them.
First,it goes in this way.
You see a toy and ask your dad for it.
If its already taken ,do you leave it?
I don’t think so,
We get it at any cost.
May be another one or the same one by convincing the other .
Later,we ask for a bike
It also goes the same way.
Later studies,work and partner .
But as our wants grow up,the more complicated they are.
Let them,
But why should we stop wanting them.

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How true it is!!!
why do we have to walk back?
When our future is in our own hands.
And all we have to do is,shape them.
I very well know ,how hard it is to be rejected,to be thrown out,to be not loved back.
All the above are temporary.
Show them your talent,never wait for your chance ,take it.
Never,let a person criticise you.
And tell them how you feel.
If not,after looking back,you would not find you.

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Regret is the more difficult situation you could face
Sooner or later ,you will achieve the things ,you dreamt.
You will get back thousands of love back for your every single tear.
You will be rewarded for your every bit of hard work.
After all,you are finally left with the happiness and cherish.
To all of you out there,

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